Dear Diary,
It's been a long while since I last written an entry here. Also, I made an oopsie with the hyperlinking shit with regards to entry number 4, so apologies haha
Anyways... I went back to the city and enrolled for college now. I'm pretty stoked. stocked. sto--whatever. I'm pretty excited. College starts in August and I've wanted to prepare for it through studying more about IT concepts and fundamentals in order to have a headstart. I know college is hard. This reputable green horse gave me the hardest of expectations I can give myself. This other green buddy, let's call him Archer *really* pissed me off. I left him for the horse. I've succeeded with the horse, don't get me wrong. But it's just not right for me. Now I'm going to try with the green cute bull.
College. I'm talking about college.
Speaking of starting college, I'm trying hard to prepare but I don't think it's enough. I've been reading books and websites and watched youtube videos and udemy courses--YES I PAY TO LEARN IT'S MY MONEY--but I still don't get javascript. Granted, the videos I watch revolve around cybersecurity. That's my program lol, but there's just so many things I want to learn. I know I should specialize, but I'm a Reinassance kid at heart. I want to learn about how to make websites, apps, games, or code and stuff. I also want to make art pieces like comics or write a story.
I've written the outline for the story I want to write. It's originally called "Wenis" because I couldn't bother thinking of a good title at that time. I've since called it, "Malaya"
I've jotted the ideas for my app. It's called, "Clarity" and it's supposed to be a productivity app. I got the ideas from a bunch of productivity apps that I use as well as the games I really like. It's a gaming productivity app that's supposed to help me with a personal problem. I'm also trying to learn Kotlin, but that's been in the backburner for so long now that I might as well have forgotten the language.
This is the website I'm making through NeoCities and Phoenix Code and my goals are listen in the todo section.
I've done a huge chunk of the first installment of "Flare Guns" which is a Real-Life AU fancomic of Riviera: The Promised Land. It's about Malice and her struggles. I have a bias for the woman. I love her. Anyways, I'm planning on making my traditional art of Flare Guns digital, so I'm trying to digitally draw the first arc where Malice meet with Ledah. Meeting with Cierra is the second arc. Meeting with Ein (who's on a date with Ledah) the third. I try to make it fun and light-hearted, but the latest arc I've done traditionally is a little heavy where it talks about Malice's trauma (with Ein's and Ledah's traumas to boot lol). I love the three of them. But as a writer, I gotta make them interesting somehow. I've made Flare Guns for my own pleasure, but I want to atleast enjoy reading it.
I want to make an idle game that's not actually an idle game. Do you get it? Hahaha. This is the one thing I haven't gone around to doing or made any sort of progress on. I guess I should start with a language to use. I'm currently reading the Python section of a coding book. I guess that's the language I'll use to make the idle game. There! I have made even a tiny bit of progress. But this isn't exactly a priority, so it'll stay in the planning stage for quite a while.
The first priority would probably still be preparing for college. I want to shine in my program. I want to be like my dad wherein he became summa? magna? cum laude. I have no clue which one he was lol. But I want to be better than him before he died. This is my number one goal in life. To defeat my father in his prime. My other goals come secondary.
Well, maybe my absolute number one goal is to be with God. I'm a christian, so...
That doesn't take away the fact that I want to be better than my old man! I'll rise through the heights and make my dad proud of me! I've already failed my mom, so...